.nobody's story.

when you walk pass a really old man, holding a stick without no one helping looking so helpless, what is the first thing enters your mind?
some common answers will be:
1. where are his family??
2. pshhhh. probably some beggar.
3. didn't see anyone and walk past through.

how many of you actually going to help the old man? if it is me, i might be thinking twice maybe thrice well most probably not helping. well are you? it's not about the lack of morals or the decreasing value of humanity among the human race nowadays. it's just there's so much things going on in this world that it is so hard for you to actually trust people easily.

the accessibility of news nowadays actually giving us the advantage to understand how things really work now. to understand people is to understand the way the world works now. to survive. how are you going to survive if to trust people so easily can be a disadvantage? some people are just to vulnerable when it comes to people. especially when it come to children and old people. i do have tender hearts for these two but my not so-innocent knowledge about this un-virgin world do help me to survive.

the deteroriating value of trust in this time of life have somewhat drag along many other good values that one might find in others if just trust is valued as it was before. the mysteries in life, the beauty in friendship and the adventure in every new person we know might surprise more than we expect. how do you value trust depends on you entirely.

for me, as long as you keep your promises, i can trust you. but to trust you well enough is another story. i admit that i had not been able to keep some promise that i made but i tried to make it up to them. but what i regret most was, the chances that was blown away together with the promises i couldn't keep.

a not so wise man told me, trust is so fragile you know, once you broke mine towards you, i would never going to trust you again.

so, lesson learnt. even though such er, wise words was never expected from him, but i believe those words really come from him =.= sorry man.

.non-smoking area, smelly.

hey smoothies.

"Your teeth is kind a yellow-ish... somehow remind me of apple caramel. delicious. NOT."

"Your breath smells remind me of last night leftover.........."

"you turn me off. literally"

well, these are some of the things i wish i had the courage to say to some of the irresponsible smoker in non-smoking area to get them understand how they annoyed me. to my understanding as a normal non-smoking being, a non-smoking area do mean no smoking. as in, NO. SMOKING.

should i continue being patient with this people who doesn't know the difference between a non-smoking and a smoking area? maybe the tar and all those chemical stuff inside the cigaratte causing a significant effects towards their brain to actually decrease their capability to think and register what they received into their neurons. illiterate and dumb. pshh.

move on. oh this is another thing i wonder the most. unique body odour. i shouldn't call it smelly or salty or whatever you can describe it as it might offends some people. do they ever smell themselves and think even JUST for a moment that are there any invention that can help me to curb my unique smelling body. *sigh

guys are the one who usually having this problem despite of races and beliefs. well, age do actually contribute to this problem and make it even worse. some women actually smell highly interesting too but it is in our nature to be more attentive to such thing.

why why why why?do even for a minute try to smell your armpit and decide whether if your friend have the same armpit smell like yours, would you sit a car with him/her? would YOU? if you wouldn't, then maybe it's time for you to say HI to a long lost friend of yours, MR DEODORANT.

there's no need for you to buy the expensive one. try REXONA. it is quite cheap and it works. for those under arms who looks like never been washed, you can try Nivea Double Whitening. it works. really. i am using it. at least, my under arms look decent and has no interesting smell.

i USED the middle and it SMELLS really NICE

or at least try to take bath TWICE a day. if you are that lazy, ONCE is enough. in the morning. before you go and mingle with your fellow human race and kill them slowly with every contaminated air around you :)

.hygiene can affect your social pyramid.

.random rambling.

 hey watermelon-ist!

there's always a group of people which you couldn't stand. ALWAYS. yes, you can always deny if you want to but i do believe deep deep deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep down in your uncaring heart you have. well, maybe just a tid bit annoyed  am i not right?

oh okay, maybe not a group maybe just a few. who aren't? recently i had this talked with  my fellow muggle friends about how they actually pick and choose their friends. 

i myself do pick and choose my friends. well, quite picky i might add to that. however, i have this one specific friend whose thinking are still conservative i might add. i am not being judgmental *well i do* but the thing is i'm afraid, this friend of mine really is conservative.

i am not saying this as a negative thing however, there's some point in life you have to stop being so conservative and accept how the world around you works as it is. well, as i had state above that i am quite picky in choosing those who are unlucky enough to be my best friend though but I DO socialize and be friend with each and every human being i encounter whom i think had pleased me they way i might pleased them. and people, please. no negative thoughts.

i am not going to critcize on this dear friend of mine but rather would like to discuss how sometimes conservativeness to be implemented in our daily life might not or rather not helping us at all.  for example; 

why would you judge someone based on their clothing style or their sense of fashion? just because one wear skimpy clothes doesn't mean one had become a slut don't they? if they is, then all those celebrity whom you obssessed with are too slut don't you think? they too wear super short short and you call it fashion cool but when someone you knew wear such fashion you label them as slut. whoa. how unicorn are you? 

just because one kissed and lost their virginity is a bad influence and rather a shameful being to walk around or even worse to be friend with. i have few acquintances who is in the opinion that those who lose their virginity is not someone to be friend with but rather be avoided. then, they started to start all this crap about what the Bible said about women like this need to be stoned to death. well, PREACHERS i do believe the Bible also told us to not talk bad among us and to love others like how we love ourselves. maybe they just skipped thath part. oh well, nobody perfect though.

another thing is just because one express their thought in a cynical way or in a very pessimist manner doesn't mean the person is being mean or being bad and need to be avoided. for instant my blog is full of pessimistics things as that is how i rather speak up my thoughts than being old fashion where you constantly talk about good things. sometimes, things need to be spice up a bit don't think? if everyone is being a goody goody boy how could one life can be considered as a adventerous life? oh yeah. maybe drinking coffee instead of milk late at night is considered hardcore for this people. well not me.

yes, one might thought i am being cynical well duh~ mr obvious I AM. one even might say i am too liberal that i might end up stray away from my beliefs. yes i am a liberal thinker yet i do know where i stand in my beliefs. i am not the hardcore believer that doesn't want any adaptation to some of the rules to make it flow with the current waves. and i do know somethings are made not to be changed. but at some point, you need to open up the puny brain of yours and start to work it up even a tiny bit.

well, once i was an active little church activist. i still do mind you. it just that, at some point, i just couldn't relate their behaviour with their teaching. they say not to talk bad about others and not to judge others. well, the next thing is right after the end, they started gossiping about their neighbour. well, they call it a spiritual discussion. then, when one buy new car, the other label them as someone who wanted more than he should have and better to use the money for a good cause to the church.

well hello? how if he buy the car because his family no longer couldn't fit into one tiny car?.... bitches.  

so, the conclusion is.... it is almost new year!! 2012 is just knocking on the door people! have you made new resolution?